too late ?
i'm such an idiot, realised everything too late
is everything too late le ?
Monday, January 8, 2007
11:56 p.m.
goggle
n its all becoz of a blog entry tt has my full initials...damn it!
oh well, i guess i will not be deleting this blog away...it had became a part of me
was surfing frenster when i saw my primary sch mate Flor...she viewed me....well, so i did the exact thing too
she had a *dear* doing her most recent testi n it was a chubby guy...same age as me
sometimes i wonder, its been years le
humans yearn for affection, me toooooooo =
heard from my lab IT admin that i will have a new colleague starting new monday...an SG indian lady~
meanwhile i have 2 tics to suntosa family day
who shall i jio leh ?
Friday, November 3, 2006
03:23 p.m.
car pool
did some work coz my supervisor was already that n surely noticed that i'm late today...dare not go for early lunch til i did some work =p
had a FULL brunch ===> big mac meal UPSIZE...finished it all....well done LANCE !
thoughts~~~
i will be allocating 1 sat every month to accompany dad to watch the EPL, planning to sponsor the booze n tibits to go along
as for mum, most prob...it would be 1 swim monthly or just accompany her to the temple
was in the car with gery this morning n he spoke of how 8yrs had past since our JC days as it seems yesterday only
how true~
i've realised my parents have aged, n its only right that i take over the burden of the household and take care of them le =)
love your family~
Tuesday, October 3, 2006
01:19 p.m.
midweek
the interviewer was a very GU NIANG guy with big muscles, so wierd answering his qnz, was kinda hoping it would be a petite pretty gal though
what are your views on life, what is your motto in life, which is more important(career,love) are some of the qnz he posed
i saw allan wu, the tcs actor...topless somemore...kan SI LANG fit...i wanna be like him too
would be meeting,hf/snowy they all tml...i wonder how much have they changed... its been...1,2,3,4,5,6,7 years
knn, the stupid WOW is still down, wan to play also cannot
CB !!!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
09:03 a.m.
3 siao gin nas
Saturday, September 16, 2006
07:10 p.m.
scream
listening to turbular bells now...on full blast on my speakers...i like to blast this initial D song when i'm foul mood~ing
too bad i dun have a car, i can't afford one, sigh
things i wan, i can't have
CCB, why~!!!
its her bday today... i'll just wish her happy bday here
dun force yourself to forget, it will only make thing worse
i guess i'll just on aircon n sleep this day away
one can be an island n still survive
survival of the fittest, words seem to flow so freely when i'm so pissed that i can't speak
is it so hard to find companionship?
dear diary, SDU called mi up to be interviewed by mediacorp for one of their magazines which i agreed
i dunno who to tell this to, and most likely i would be accepted into the MSc (communication engineering)
if only i can lay foot all the way on the accelerator with this song i'm listening it to now~
no worries, so care free~~~
Saturday, September 9, 2006
10:13 p.m.
test of trust
its not easy to gain my trust, and exceptionally easy to lose mine
1st breach of trust was when initially agreed to share the chivas...became i paid for it wholly and was accused of being stingy n distrustful
2nd breach of trust was when intially agreed to share the chivas amongst 3, ===> became wilson paid for her share
3rd breach of trust was when 4days 3 nights became that i have to pay for 4 nights instead of 3
after i strongly defended my point, she pushed the blame to the agency n i let the matter rest
i'm not that certain that the payment for my airticket is valid anot, however, i wish to see how things turn out
one thing's for sure, i wun pay for the hotel til i'm at the hotel
=]
why are there so blantant liars around ?
i seriously dun get it, but i do learn something new this time round
Thursday, September 7, 2006
04:54 p.m.
sunburnt
was supposed to meet js at 8.45am at hougang mrt, but i went at 8.55 coz he sure late one...n i'm right!
mango was still zzz~ing when i called him !!! fuxk
dennis was super late, he was still at tampines lo
yuni flew aeroplane along with her fren...yawnz~
sunsetbay is very different liao, like ghost town, sand was scorched as usual...thus i'm in sleeveless on a working monday
sat: went windsurfing with dennis and his fren(ntu scholar)
damn funz lo, i finally get the surf thingy liao
wahahha, i'm finally a windsurfer!!!
Monday, September 4, 2006
09:47 a.m.
friday
chatted with some frenz of cindy namely:
justin: a frenly ah beng with tattoos all over, aged 20, working as logistics, lives in bedok
john: pat lookalike, kind at heart in my 1st impression, aged 24, working at cineleisure Thai express, lives in bukit panjang
miss cindy disappeared tt nite without a word and got us worried
while we were out at the 7-11 waiting, justin asked if i'm her bf n if i liked her
received news from cindy that's she not kidnapped and she got fired from her job and justin tried to get fresh with her tt nite
had a job assigned to me which is to work on the GUI of the project which i'm stuck at the *how to fucking display the data i have on MATLAB*
Friday, September 1, 2006
04:58 p.m.
47/95!
last nite***
cheonged home on my magic sch bus ride, logged on to wow...killed by 2 horde 60s...
had my dinner, black sauce chicken+ soup + lousy vegs..din have much appeitite
slept and 3 pple called...cindy, ht n weilun
woke up in response to a dota game
showered, and went to sleep early for tml
today***
slept til 8.30am, damn shiok
went ttsh for chk up, would be on painkillers daily til NOV visit
the doc was damn pro,YI ZHEN JIAN XUE type...repects*
the nurse who took my blood test like newbie, pain leh...mai anyhow poke leh
when collecting medication, lots of pretty pharmists..freak...dunno how to spell la
got a female patient glance at mi, wahahaha...she can't help it i guess~
smurks*
[1]I have read a book before
[2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[] I have been to Canada.
[3] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[4] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[5] I have played ping pong.
[6] I swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[7] I have seen fireworks.
[8] I have seen a shooting star.
[] I have seen a meteor shower.
[9] I have almost drowned.
[10] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[11] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[12] I have had stitch(es).
[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[13] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects.
[14] I currently have a job.
[15] I have been ice skating.
[16] I have been rollerblading.
[] I have fallen flat on my face.
[17] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[] I have been in a fist fight.
[18] I have played videogames/com for more than 3 hours straight.
[19] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[] I do / have attended Church regularly.
[20] I have played truth or dare.
[21] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[22] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[23] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[24] I've been in a verbal argument.
[] I've cried in school.
[] I've played basketball on a team.
[] I've played softball on a team.
[25] I've played football on a team.
[26] I've played soccer on a team.
[] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[] I've swam on a team.
[27] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.
[] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[28] I've lost more than $20.
[29] I've called myself an idiot
[30] I've called someone else an idiot
[31] I've cried myself to sleep
[32] I've had (or have) pets.
[] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[] I've mooned someone
[] I've sworn at someone in authority
[] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.
[] I've been on TV
[33] I've eaten sushi.
[34] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[35] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[36] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.
[] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[37] I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker
[] I've been called a geek.
[38] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[39] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.
[] I've written poetry.
[40] I've been arrested
[41] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[] I've been tickled till I've cried
[42] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[43] I've had / have siblings
[] I've been to a rock concert
[] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[44] I've been in a play
[] I've been picked last in gym class
[] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[45] I've cried in front of my friends
[] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[] I've freaked out over a sports game
[46] Ive vomited in public.
[] I've washed someone elses vomit
[] Ive ran away
[] Ive had a stalker
[] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[] I've been in a car accident
[] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[] I've personally seen someone die
[] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[47] I've lost someone who meant the world
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
02:58 p.m.
revival of pitas!
lemmi see, i started work in NTU CSP on Aug1 2006
got to know a crazy super chao ah lian at ECP beach while i'm playing with boss n chicken
ah lian comes from a complicated family, with the step parents and such
ah lian is 1/4 honkie, loves hongkong, chivas and ktv...oh ya, not forgetting she loves to YAK non-stop
ah lian smokes min 1 pack of cigs daily, seldom takes bus and is a frequent cabber, have tons of ex-bfs and even more *good guy frenz*
oh ya, i would be going hk with ah lian in OCT
holy shit, she's like a money-sink, ur money will vanish faster than u say *wah lan eh~*
been drinking chivas n smoking 3 times weekly n its killing mi softly n slowly, hanging out with aliens sure open ur mind to different things
ah lian has another ah lian fren named adel~
she's those quiet lianz, i like~~~
she has a *ai yu heng* tattooed on her left leg...sibei cool
ok la, hopefully tml i will have enuff money for my ttsh consultation n medication
tml is meeting day with my supervisor where they will tell mi wat is my role in this project, so u can figure that i'm doing nothing constructive in the past 29 days
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
03:13 p.m.
hugggee
sis told mi she's not working le, currently looking for another job...so i guess i would have to support myself
neck has been stiff this days, back has been aching these days, medication to stop the pain makes mi pukish
ysl's dad suffering from serious health probs, ken's dad going for operation to (change the course of his veins i tink)
be nicer to ur folks
dreamt abt her again, i guess its the ring i keep in my bunch of keys tt's triggering images of her
are humans supposed to be nice to each other coz they yearned to be loved in return or are they doing it coz they feel like it?
i dunno, need some time to ponder abt it
looking for my hug from that special someone
btw, this will be the last post in pitas
Tuesday, May 9, 2006
10:20 p.m.
aftermath
passed by tiong bahru that day where we were lost, familiar places with her always pops up...
a feelings overwhelms mi, but n i dunno how to react to it, as i always do
pinx called earlier to jio bintan trip n asked mi whether to jio her, i say better not
i know myself la, better to keep mi outta trouble now than later
been listening to a song called *little black dress*
guess i've been expending too much of my energy le...would be in hiberation mode soon i guess
it happened 4yrs ago, time to sort out myself
the yucky feeling is like crawling under my skin n i can't get it out, no matter how i try
Monday, May 8, 2006
01:32 a.m.
seems like i've lost the initiative...ahahaz
not that i mind though, its already nice chatting with her
so, yesterday when she msn mi again, i tried to ask her out...wahahaha, tink i freaked her out...hiakz
i guess msn msgs from her would slow down for quite a while...hahahhaz
i've learnt something very nice from E144 LAW...which is *consideration*
consideration means to give something in return for something
i tink this can be applied to many thingz
another interesting is, the values of what is given and wat u get will not be compared by the law...hahah
of coz, that differs from GIFT where u give n that's it
insights to life from the LAW perspective eh ?
pin joined us for drinks at bliss, he seemed so happy, but a bit shag i tink
think its dangerous not to be on ur toes when u're in a r/s
self grooming is a MUST, for everyone~! peons included
wondered if rabbit is into bunny, yawnz...but to mi...i'm kinda sure that bunny is into rabbit...wahahahz
but rabbit is more into jenz leh, i tink, from how i FEEL~
its all about feel eh?
watched a very nice movie called *SWING GIRLS*...tot that this might be the perfect gift for her bday
would this be classified as consideration or as gift neh ?
arghz, i dunno
sianz, i tink i go play dota le...boring shitz...
Thursday, April 27, 2006
02:46 p.m.
eight below
kinda wierd to be alone with her la, from 6.20-6.50 i dunno wat to do so we went to the supermarket to buy some sweets...i dunno why, but i have this thing for supermarts...i like hanging ard supermarkets...makes mi feel so at ease
was seated between 2 gals in the cinema...in one scary scene where the sea-leopard rushed out...carol grabbed my left sleeve while the gal on right elbowed mi...wtf~!!!
but was quite fun la...wahaha, so long since got pple grab my sleeve liao...ahahaha
ahhhh, i tink i shd stop listening to *NI DE CHU XIAN*...its affecting mi ~!!! ahhhhhhhhh~!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
01:38 p.m.
miss bunny n xiaobai was fun sia, hanging ard with them feels like going on a excurison with seniors
as i was seated behind miss bunny, her backview looks alot like jenz...mabbi its the HANG ARD WITH AH-LIANZ TOO MUCH SYNDROME
lets see, my friday starts off on a cold rainy morning
xiaobai rang at 11 to inform mi abt the meeting at 2pm
carol rang at 1 to say she's stucked in HM whilst changing currency
so off with 1 umbrella, i go to HM to pick up a gal to my house...1/2 of my left shoulder was drenched lo..not becoz she's a dino, but i'm gentleman, the umbrella provides ample coverage of her petite size
so from 11plus to 2plus...we waited for them to come...then i fell zzz at the 3oclock mark
freaking hell, my frenz sure dun have the sense of time!!!
carol wore perfume, this i'm sure...but i nv say...wahaha
miss bunny also took the effort to do some makeup, rosy cheeks so farnie!
basically nothing much to blog abt, but there was great food
i ate chocolates+chewing gum+sour/chilli-ed mangoes+NY cheesecake+stingray+buttered crayfish+cereal prawns+sweet/sour/chilli mussels+chilli kangkong+sugar cane drink===>topped it off with 1 cig...woots, in HEAVEN sia
then i was listening to this song on the car while on the way back....its so lovey lo...makes mi wanna love~
carol was cold thus she was covering herself with xiaobai's windbreaker...
*imagines that i sits beside her and starts to rubs her arms to provide warmth*
so sweet right? ahhh, better not do, wait til slap+kick+punch then u know....lolx
oh well, better not listen to my blog music too much
its very love-inducing...u have been FOREWARNED
Sunday, April 16, 2006
01:04 p.m.
tuesday =kayoubi
witnessed a ugly scene where auntie1 pushes auntie2 in a damn crowded bus and snide remarks and glances are exchanged
so nice to see mosquito...after such a long time apart from the ktv outing
nice pretty eyes she have =)
din realised my maths is actually quite gd...wahahah
pris her fren who have inclination to the butch style was here too after a while
can tell that pris is not tt frenly or she/he is just aware of another guy ard mosquito...wahhaha
i like gals that are cool like cloudie...but not like pris...seems to mi like abit fake and trys too hard la
all in all a good day =)
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
12:07 a.m.
coke
was at home happily dota~ing when chicken n noodles came by to drag mi out to blade
noodles was like inspecting the ring i was wearing, its just a placebo la=> no special meaning de
just something to calm mi down when i feel lonely
something like nicotine gum replacement for cigs
looks like my frenz are far n few, i guess none will really care if i'm really gone
been listening to my blog music all day long, its very nice, i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ahhh, demon kiss* the show, i tink i not buying la.....too luxurious liao...shd cut down on excessive expenditure
hanging ard with chicken n noodles is fun, but it had reached stability
and wat i understand from stability is that its not gd
all things in the real world is full of entropy, instability rules our physical world
nothing is constant, every shit thing is changing
ur little niece/cousin is already entering uni, and ur little nephew/cousin is tugging out his sch uniform n trying to sian sec sch gals
evidence to show that u're slowly moving towards death, ur inevitable death
first, ur m3mory will fade, reaction slows down, bone joints start to ache, pain seeps in everywhere
had a sms from mosquito, wat a rare guest...asking mi for help in A-maths...wahhaha
i guess i'll try to emulate mamo-kun, a ninja in the anime i'm watching
ever wondered why all jap animes dun have dino characters in them?
anyway, got a thing to get off my chest
u can see a person character when they play game
its much easier to see if they loses, and try to observe how they behave when they lose
i mean, u dun have to win all the games to enjoy the game right?
issit fun when u win all the time ?
i believe the joy in games is the random chance to win
sure win/lose games dun interest mi, for that matter
Monday, April 10, 2006
01:11 a.m.
pizza
played some L2 but it was damn dull n boring
watched 1 epi of *demon kiss* so freaking funny, but dunno if i shd part with some of my cash to buy it or shd i pyscho my sis to get it
alot of tots on my mind but can't seem to find the right one to share it with
felt like no one understands
had this sudden urge to confide, and since there is no one suitable , i shd confide in you
i shall name u cola, n you shd be a virtual fren to mi...kinda took the idea from anne franke
Dear cola, i am feeling bored of this world n would like to change my life
i guess it would start from my frenz, would be switching circles i tink
do something new, i chatted with a PRC PHD student when i was at NUS Institute of Infocom research there
took the initiative to chat her up, she was yong mei...from ntu too
went downstairs for a trip to the 7-11 to get tibits when i felt the nite breeze
so cooling, so calming, yet no one to share it with
saw a ah pek lying in one dark corner drinking beer all alone===> so poor thingy
that reminds mi, mum was complaining of aches, i ask her go see doc she dun wan
i tink she's scared that its a waste of money, and i'm still not financially stable...fiackz
just give mi a little more time~!
argggghz
cola, i would be cutting down on all money wasting activities from now on and try to accompany her more liao
i'm scared too
that is all
nitz cola~
Saturday, April 8, 2006
01:29 a.m.
rainy days
freaking hell~!
took train then bus 95 then internal shuttle bus A1 to get to Instititue of Infocomm Research where i was interviewed by 3 china profs, i tink they quite nice, hope to get a reply though i dun tink the chance is high~
i tot i was applying for project officer but they looking for research assistant....wooo..RESEARCH sounds PRO~ ahahha
haha was feeling unwell these days, would be spending more time with her ba~
spend more time with ur kazouko, they are more worth ur attention~!
that is all, tml got oral test, fiack it~!
Friday, April 7, 2006
01:15 a.m.
sunday
at the changi jetty, it rained heavily but we still pushed on with our orginal schedule...luckily the gals with us are not so wimpy/whiny so as to turn back coz of bad weather
there is no such thing as BAD WEATHER, only WEAKMINDNESS
anyway, we went chak java, in high tide, can't see the nice creatures, cut our feet coz of the stupid rocks, all fell except noodles. wtf
anyways, quite a cheap/fun/wet/muddy outing
i wan to watch this show !
Monday, April 3, 2006
02:17 p.m.
msn nick
i din know how to say no and agreed to an appointment next monday, heng my fyp partner taught mi how to siam it
i will ring them this friday to say i've already got a job offer
i wonder if ralph will end up like them...sniggers
on the gd side, i got reply from a sales engineer job and would be going down for interview this thurs morning at chai chee =)
going to watch iceage2 tml~! yaY~
so sianz, been a freaking long time since i watch movie with mango they all liao
haiz, i guess they're busy la...knn
was watching Shinigami no Ballad ...quite a gd show
was looking at chai's nick==>really hard to show pple that u are sincere, y neh ? make it happen with your heart ?
haiz, so poor thing...aiya, gals are superficial too la...dun have the looks =>KO liao
stop struggling la...hiakz, noodles told us he's irritating lo...tried sibei hard not to luff...hiakz
so wats the morale of the story ?
sincerity are only secondary, looks are primary~!!!
hiakz, warped mind
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
12:21 a.m.
strangers
met one of them when i was photocopying my stuffs today
felt uncomfy ard it but really do much abt it...
there is a saying...if u ignore it long enuff, it will go away...hiakz
was playing L2 with js/ht/man/sf they all
js was just sitting ont he ground not doing any work n leeching on ur work
damnz, i died he nv help lo
sianz, dunno wat the hell is wrong too ?
seems to mi like ht/js are not on good terms...
oh well, play game only wat...why so petty ?
can't stand it
oh well, time for my lesson~!
its a great day today, my tutor zapped E452 tut 9 answers for all of us n his explanation was short n sweet~!
ntu shd hire more of these professors man
Monday, March 27, 2006
03:21 p.m.
sleepy
i deal 1k plus dmg per shot...so...beware...lol
was playing til 6.30am in the morning
woke up at 10.30 to go for DSO openhouse
they have tons of HR pple and the engineers look so....NERDY(scholaristic)
wat have i done for job search==>
Job Title Company Date Apply Status
1 Software Design & Controls Engineer AURIGIN TECHNOLOGY PTE LTD 06/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
2 R&D Engineer (Hardware/Firmware) Cadi Scientific Pte Ltd 13/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
3 Senior/Software Engineers ST Electronics (Info-Comm Systems) Pte Ltd 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
4 Field Electronics Engineers Nanometrics 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
5 Senior/R&D Software Engineer (DECT/VoIP/WiFi) CCT Tech Singapore Pte Limited 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
6 Field Engineer Schlumberger Overseas S.A. 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
7 Electrical Design Engineer AURIGIN TECHNOLOGY PTE LTD 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
8 IT Support Engineers Belief Recruit Hub 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
9 Control Software Engineer Belief Recruit Hub 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
10 Sales Engineer / Account Manager NETe2 Asia Pte Ltd 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
11 Process Control Engineer Marvell Asia Pte Ltd 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
12 Assistant Engineer Richfield Technologies (S) Pte Ltd 24/03/2006 Resume Sent to Employer
employ mi leh~~~~ LELONG LELONG
Saturday, March 25, 2006
06:01 p.m.
FAE
i had my 1st interview at sabre at 4.45 but i reached at 4.20
was given the stupid FILL IN UR INFO form again to waste some of my bloody time while waiting
waited for a while and 2 engineers i presumed were out there to interview mi in the conference room
small company dun have HR one, so they ask mi simple qnz~ lolx
an excerpt of the dialog
blah blah blah~~~~blah blah blah~~~~blah blah blah~~~~
blah blah blah~~~~blah blah blah~~~~blah blah blah~~~~
they: so do u know wat positions are offered ?
me: no
they:we are looking for Field Application Engineers
they:so you have any questions?
me: erm, how many FAE are u guys hiring ?
they: eh, u're 1st one, maybe one or 2 more
me: *shocked* erm ok
leaves the company smurking =p
yt is getting skinner n skinner, next time i go pyscho/ bring her go eat more...hiakz
sms-ed to see if she reached home safety...lolx
damn long since i last did things like these
kinda nice to get a response
nity all~
Saturday, March 25, 2006
03:18 a.m.
midweek
turns out to be sabre tech wants mi to go down for interview this friday
woopee, i hope i get a job manz
how shd i price myself ? 2.5k ?
ahhh, that means i have to cancel my tennis outing with aaron...sianz
jio~ed cloudy for tennis, she say will get back to mi...ahaha
i tried~! wahahha
read her blog abt the *can i get to know u in LT=> NO!!!*
so freaking funny
noticed Dad was home exceptionally early yesterday, wondered why ?
could it be that he's going to be jobless soon ?
sigh, i have to buck up and get a freaking job soon
logged on my L2 and started farming in Enchanted village
saw a low lvl archer and PK-ed him
i became a murderer~!!!
so scared
i wonder how it feels to kill someone in real life
PK-ing in game already very scary liao
was toking to ws on msn, he commented on my anti dino's ways
he din wanna be part of the anti dino thingy
shd not send him tasteless dino jokes liaoz...oh well
can't they see that i'm just exaggeration my hatred for them to gain attention ?
am i such an evil person who dun stand in pple's shoes ?
have they ever seen mi doing mean things to dinos' frenz ?
in the past, w understood mi lo...we got along well
but i wanna tok abt something
if u pity someone coz they are dinos means that u think they are somehow inferior to u
go figure ~
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
04:13 p.m.
tennis
chai was commenting on noodles leg...lolx...full of wounds and wats not...
gals dun like pple to comment on their physical imperfections de la...i tink he's screwed...wahahha
chicken was commenting on his inability to blog, aiya..u dun wan to blog then dun blog lo
so freaking worried that he spill the beans on this blog, heng noodles din press on and assumed that he was referring to my frenster bloggy
oh ya, for pple who stalk my blog, kindly keep ur god-damn mouth shut abt wat u read here...its just basic courtesy
my frenster blog is just a smokescreen, just a place when i put lyrics that are meaningful to mi....ahahahz
had a nice meal at katong eating laksa,100plus,iced milo
slept and played L2...died many times but i finally finish the irritating quest but owed lun 0.3mil adrena
had wierd thoughts in my brain
got a feeling that i'm just in the way
perhaps i shd distance myself from them, wouldn't it be better for all of us ?
gonna try that sometime =)
got 2 tribal bracelets from my dear sis, my bio-sis...not those god-sis rubbish
had a blister on my right thumb
ate cornflakes 15mins ago
Monday, March 20, 2006
02:30 a.m.
past
saw cloudy in 428 lecture, i was sitting 1 row behind her...nice long thin hair...
fumbled through my jap class, my jap sibei louya...ahahaz
took out the ring from the keychain and wore it, 2 rings liao...how shd i wear it neh?
1 on middle finger/ 1 on ring finger? OR
1 on index finger/ 1 on ring finger? OR
2 on middle finger ? OR
1 on middle finger on both hands ?
was putting a squirrel hate dino in jap nick when she msn~ed mi
coincidence?
later in the nite, i saw hf online
she said she's wasn't doing so well, din say why too, but asked mi not to worry
she asked abt my med condition, hows my leg, suggested to mi to try acupunture,chinese sinseh, shd not delay treatment and its my body...etc etc
kinda heartwarming when someone still cares and rmbs
time to zzz, shd try to listen more to my body
Saturday, March 18, 2006
01:23 a.m.
drank/smoked but felt damn uncomfy
hate all the things ard mi
hate the whole fucking world
why wun the whole freaking earth just explode now?
@#$%^&*
you're all gonna die~!!!
Friday, March 17, 2006
04:17 a.m.
sleep
din on my PC for my daily DOTA too
was listening to my 3hr wireless lecture when i've noticed something interesting in class
declarations
m1= handsome guy
f1= gal that fancies m1, or so i think
m2= just normal guy
scene 1:
f1 is late for class, dressed up to the nines and sits in between m1 and m2. [m2],[f1],[m1]
observation: m2 notices f1 but m1 is oblivious to f1
f1 tries to strike up a chat with m1 but m1 is more interested in the lesson than her...hiakz
f1 then turns her attention to m2 and instantly gets a warm response
observation:m1 is suddenly interested in wats going on btwn m2 & f1...but only for a sec
f1 offers candy to m2 which he promptly ate but m1 declined..hiakz
observation: f1 is like dying to tok to m1 but m1 seems like a cold fish to her, while f1 is virtually flinging herself over FOC...tugging his shirt/ patting his shoulder...etc etc
ps: f1 followed m1 out of the classroom and they left for a common destination i presumed...but i still got the feeling that m1 is trying to siam her...lolx
time to meet biaobiao for lunch~!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
11:13 a.m.
tennis
can see that chai is very into noodles..ha
10 can't play tennis well,wing even worse...wrong technique and pose...only noodles fare ok...
chai's bro complemented on my hammer...or watever that means...make mi feels so good~
continued outing to blading when chicken rang~
chicken said wing dun like tennis, but still went for outing nonetheless...makes mi ponder
bumped into jasmine at ECP while blading...
heng nv bump into her...
monday gym
thurs eve bday
sat chai bday
sun suntosa?
sibei tired sia..
Monday, March 13, 2006
12:48 a.m.
thursday
updated profile on frenster...
wats this wrenching feeling deep inside mi?
stars are still left unfolded...i will complete them after i grad
issit the timing ?
issit mi ?
issit just that i'm not freaking good enough ?
its being eons since i went to the movie theaters
TOM YAM GONG was the last movie i caught, and i watched with 2 couples, one on my left and one on my right
surrounded by people but i feel so...empty
added the ring to my housekey couple of mths ago
still rmb u almost lost the ring in the lift when we first got it...too loose i guess
always dreamt of holding u close by the fire place in a mountain cottage when its snowing outside
guess that will not happen
kinda unstable now, kindly stay away for ur own safety
Friday, March 10, 2006
01:21 a.m.
ah di
was typing my FYP draft report, kinda amazed at how i can sian...
i was quite blessed to have biaobiao as my partner, i tink he did 80% of the work lo
for that i'm really grateful to ya, though i might not say it directly to u
you always ask mi if i feel guilty, i always say no...i dunno why but i can't seem to give my all to FYP lehz
chai jio~ed mi for his 25th bday BBQ at his condo, woo... tt's so cool
i jio him for tennis, turns out that he's pro in tennis
he ask mi to jio pple play tennis, preferably gals
so a tennis outing on this sunday is fixed tentatively liaoz
its the damn MONDAY again...arghzz!!!
Monday, March 6, 2006
02:39 a.m.
games
vicious creatures was wat my fren said abt them
when u're faster than them, u waited patiently for them
but when the roles are reversed, hahahah...they freaking throw u behind lo
i'm bored with studying...i wan something NEW!!!
u're all going to die~!!! u're all going to die~!!!
u're all going to die~!!!
was rude to mummy just now, felt remorseful now
pissed...arghz!
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
02:15 a.m.
suntosa
attendance was gd, i even had a chance to drive my fren's van...shiok, thks for the chance!
we had a grand total of 14 in our outing pic
felt kinda bad that bell n her bf was kinda left out
but bo pian wat, u all came too late, hard to mix u in le...sighz
the highlight was that MANGO made it !!! he came~!!!
was enjoying the vball session with him...hope ya come more often k ?
ps: u are getting thinner, pls eat more...
in contrast, mango said i gained weight...swee~!
another interesting incident is when one of my frenz din pay for her vball's band and i had a shortfall of 5bucks
so thus i went back to my group of frenz and a manhunt was on to find the culprit....so malu ...interesting to observe
turned out that she tot his bro is paying for her but her bro only paying for himself n his gf
i dislike pple who dun pay for their own share of things n try to take advantage of others in the monetary sense
today was my last salsa lesson, not continuing coz of money woes and other complicated issues that i foresee might happen in the future
poor chicken was surrounded by pple who wan a ride whereas the one he offered dun wish to take the ride
took his seat by mistake, paiseh sia, i was trying to reduce the awkwardness of my other 2 frenz
so i wan to sit beside them, ....stupid mi...sigh...realised it too late
went to join my other frenz on the bus, 2 couples...
i wonder whats the difference btwn mi and my frenz...
i guess its not time yet, someday i might find it, might not find it too
at least i know what i know n what i dun want
but sometimes, u can't have wat u wan coz of various reasons
my mum threw away the irriating n (takes up lots of my room space cupboard)
yay~!
i have more space in my room le
someday i shall go courts or ikea and buy things i like to decorate my room
=)
Sunday, February 26, 2006
10:21 p.m.
spurred
was chatting with wy when i said i was sibei tired
and she immediately say must be DOTA right
gosh, i'm so predictable...then she commented we're gd buddies ma
that kinda make mi think
i ignored someone who i tink on the pretense of buddy-bro thingy tried to lavish mi with hugs/kisses online which i found utterly unflattering
have been skipping gym for the past 2 weeks due to laziness + flu
my ears are blocked whole week n i suffer from dizzy spells
anyways, there's the suntosa outing to look forward to
though boss will be away on bizness trip to Vietnam today~!
due to the johari tests, i'll realised most pple tink i'm sentimental coz they read my blog
btw, not everything in my blog is factual, it might be a figment of my imagination for all u know~
i wanna
watch this !!!
i wanna go windsurfing
i wanna go bowling
i wanna go on dates
i wan to get out of sch
i wan more money
i wanna go travel
speaking of which, miss dino works for a travel agency...hiakz
*evil tots*
oh ya, i forgot to blog that Tina spoke to mi this morning
Tina: wah, u helping the uni to save electricity ah ?
then she proceeds to help mi on the lab's lights...
such a sweet lady
Friday, February 24, 2006
03:04 p.m.
shag
lun sms mi to ask mi wan to eat not at 11pm lo...hiakz
hao men ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
time passes so fast that i can't get it to slow down
too fast too fast i say
Friday, February 24, 2006
03:49 a.m.
tots
tink i attracted alot of attention...who cares!!!
elbowed dino when doing some fanciful tricks like sembaro...or issit sambaro?
she TSKed mi...lolx...i not GU YI DE LA....arghz
dancing with ash is a joy, kinda wierd dancing with cheryl
i dun wanna end up like wil n ken
was toking abt mt kk with yiling n chicken
chicken asked abt stong thingy, that kinda unnerved mi
squirrel is scared, squirrel wept on mt kk trip
abt dota, some of my dota kakis was unhappy when they din get to win as often n put snide remarks on their msn nick
din wish to comment, i'm not confrontational
all in all, not a very gd day
4D din tio
i used to love thursdays coz i get to see u
but my gaze made u uneasy, that's why i go away
Sunday, February 19, 2006
11:04 p.m.
johari
Arena(known to self and others) adaptable, energetic, independent, quiet, relaxed, sentimental | Blind Spot(known only to others) able, cheerful, clever, complex, confident, extroverted, friendly, happy, helpful, idealistic, intelligent, kind, logical, nervous, observant, reflective, responsive, searching, self-conscious, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, witty |
Faade(known only to self)
| Unknown(known to nobody) accepting, bold, brave, calm, caring, dependable, dignified, giving, ingenious, introverted, knowledgable, loving, mature, modest, organised, patient, powerful, proud, religious, self-assertive, sensible, shy, sympathetic, tense, wise |
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66% of people agree that m3mories is energetic
53% of people think that m3mories is friendly
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
09:31 p.m.
quickie
and my labmate basically copied everything from the lab notes and his fren's notes...so in short, we are basically not undergrads but specialists in copying
and my my....they specify that it must be handwritten so to slow the copying down
WTF are they thinking abt?
mum/dad/sis have been exceptionally nice to mi these days
giving mi extra cash to spend, buy pressies for mi,sms mi that they are going for fish-head steamboat at 7pm at kovan when i'm at NTU at 6pm...mabbi they dun wanna mi to dine alone...lolx...yes yes, i tink too much
but its not tt nice when my sis say: eh, never go out ah ? on V-day when i was happily on my bed watching TV
but still i appreciate the concern that people still can SEE mi
i need a new haircut like loony lun's~!!!
his one quite stylo milo
Saturday, February 18, 2006
11:07 a.m.
ҏ
Thursday, February 16, 2006
12:12 a.m.
so sweet
woots, she's coming for my tut~!
she flashed a sweet grin as i caught her eye as i entered the class and she was with her pals
she was sitting a seat diagonally across mi to my right
we exchanged sms~es while the lesson is going now to gossip abt how crappy the tutor was
SHAOLIN KUNGFU guy....lolx...tt's how she described our 453 tutor...so funny
anyway, i just wanna wish ya a happy V-day~!
although u probably wun know =b
just to share a little secret...
your name has always been on my site, u can find it if u look closely
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
12:20 a.m.
copy from ralph de...
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. |
Monday, February 13, 2006
10:56 p.m.
salsa
yesterday i went to a temple in tampines with my jc frenz des n yeo
des wanted to pray for *fan tai sui*, he say we chickens indirectly offend the *tai sui ye*
upon reaching there, the person in charge say chickens dun offend *tai su* this year, but we bought 2 packages each though
package 1: to offset the *fan tai sui* thingy
package 2: to pray for safety
each package costs 3bucks each
which brings mi to a point
ain't temple stuffs supposed to be voluntarily payments?
i guess $3 is just the market price of donations
also, i have always wondered, what if a baddie goes to pray and a goodie person goes to pray
wonder who will the GOD/Supreme being above bless?
also, normally pple say *xin xiang shi cheng* loosely translated to (u tink=> job's done)
wats the fun of life when u tink liao the job will be done swee swee for u ?
sure difficulties might make u cry,make u bleed, but it certainly make life more interesting
also, why does incense always make ur eye sting ? watery ?
i guess its to induce people's tears, i find it nice to tear...coz it sort of releases stress within urself
now, movies that touch mi til i tear are far n few
i still rmb watching *Zhong wu yen* til i tear~ed
on a side note, my mum gave mi $10 bucks coz she tio 4D last nite...lolx
thks ah GOD!!! =p
fast forward to salsa this afternoon, i spotted ashley with a mini lovebite/insect bite and a handyplus on her neck
hahaha, so envious~!
reminds mi of the crazy days in my jc life when i tio scold til *chao tao* by my mum when i blantantly went home with many of those bites
she despite scolding the shit outta mi, help mi to rub off the bites
try rubbing them off with a tower with hot water
it will disspiate the blood...dunno whether it helps anot
but my mum rub until i damn pain
hiakz
Sunday, February 12, 2006
01:54 p.m.
badminton
mabbi he ain't used to losing....lolx
fast forward to today when squirrel was on a crowded 179 when he sensed a dino standing too close to him
dino brushed against squirrel's arm a few times n squirrel forcefully resisted the urge to use the dino-slayer blade on it
gave it the benefit of the doubt as dinos normally find it harder to balance/stabilse itself on a moving bus as it is normally cylinderical shape and is prone to toppling
Thursday, February 9, 2006
12:13 p.m.
tickle test
In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected.
This sense of intimacy is really important for you.
As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship.
But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.
Monday, February 6, 2006
11:44 a.m.
when you...
u know u're grown bigger when u find it hard to scratch ur own back
you know u're addicted to dota when u have nihongo class at 8am when u're still up at 4am
you know the dreadful Vday is coming when even the senseh is using it as examples in class
ying han san no o-tanjoubi wa kuji gatsu yoka desu
yii~desune
Saturday, February 4, 2006
11:45 a.m.
eat
mood seems to be in the dumps recently
surfed the golden village webby, got a few shows i wanna catch...but who to catch it with...tricky...
after much thought, i've given up the thought...ahahaz
when i was eating my curry fishhead a few days ago, i came up with a wierd theory
life is like eating...
sometimes u eat gd stuffs, sometimes u make do with congee
too much sweet stuffs make u sick, which u would gladly welcome bittergourd
eat too much bitter gourd liao, ur taste bud will go crazy...even plain water is sweet to u and vice versa
some people are allergic to some food...like mi to crabs
but wat if u love crabs ?
i'm prone to ulcers if i eat bah kwas
but i love bah kwas
so i was left with a tough decision when i was already inflicted with 3 ulcers
soln1: dun eat bah kwa and u will recover
soln2: fuck care...keep eating bah kwa and endure the pain
have u ever eaten something so nice that the feeling nv fades away no matter wat?
would it affect how u view other foods' taste ?
would it ever be the same ?
are u eating it coz u like to eat it or are u just eating to survive or u're eating coz everyone is eating ?
time to zzz
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
11:15 p.m.
scared
there was this: will u rmb us and come visit us ?
i dunno why i'm so afraid...
i dun wanna die
=.="
who can understand how i feel ?
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
03:29 a.m.
chinese New Year CRACK
patrick,douglas,soofen,huijuan,shufen,sooyi,tanchweehuat and many others sent their blessings via sms...some numbers are unknown...which i replied...WHO are u ?
1 of them was elna...hehe, long time no hear from u...hope u're living a blessed life
was happily dota~ing when i heard a loud cracking sound, i tot sis or her hubby broke something in their room...hack care abt it too
then i saw this in my living room...the crack radius is abt 2 by 5 tiles in a rectangle
i know its abit oversized...but i just wanted to show it VIVIDLY....lolx
Sunday, January 29, 2006
02:58 a.m.
learnt the words for the previous lesson... =.="
made the tutor say: how much time u spend studying jap ?...arghz
was listening to *Anne Frank - The Diary Of A Young Girl (Audio Book)* on my ipod on the way/back from sch...quite interesting
was supposed to go blade, but went for a fulfilling gym experience instead...saw a gayish guy doing bells...eeeks
saw cloudy in sch, was in purple...with fluffy hair as usual
fooled ard with biao n marky in sch...kinda perks up my friday
Friday, January 27, 2006
10:16 p.m.
not i lazy la
came across this email from mariko~
A student asks a teacher, "What is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.
"The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."
hahaha, dun we all love to listen to stories ?
sometimes u can only have a go, 1 try nia
just like life~
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
11:45 p.m.
plans
1) finish all my tutorials on time
2) master jap
3) build up my body
4) learn how to windsurf
5) go take powerboat course
6) learn to cook simple dishes from mum
shall do some spring cleaning after i finish my tuts for week 1,2
Sunday, January 22, 2006
06:51 p.m.
sunday
makes a mental note to buy chicken's IA logbook
skipped soccer practise as i find it too rush liao+ i no soccer shoes...stupid dad threw away my multi purpose shoe
a simple *morning* can unsettle mi SO easily
just like a rock thrown into a still lake, ripples radiating outwards
chicken din come for salsa again, was finding hard to spin the dino coz her limbs too short pls her movement like tio MAIMED...-50% movement speed sia
yes, i'm evil, i like to make fun of dinos...so what~!
magz sms mi abt blading trip, i repied: not going, pls ring pinx for details
the blading trip not i jio one, dunno even why she sms mi for...
din join pinx n company for lunch, bid gdbye to them
saw dino n fren going to chinatown mrt...below are details of the conversation
mi: u all taking train ah ?
dino n fren: ya, why u nv join pinx they all ?
mi: they all going out to play ma (i kinda sian of blading n doing the same things weeks after week)...need to go home do homework(most prob i'll just dota at home...lolx)
i proceeded to take 147 home instead of train coz i bought the bus pass
dunno if they would think i dun wan to join them on the train coz i usually take train de
but...WHO CARES~! lolx
rang home to see if there's any lunch provided
kanna laughed by mum that i must be too poor to wan to eat at home...OUCH
was passing by lun's home there when i craved for the famous muah chee there, bought 1 packet of normal one and 1 packet of black color one
thought would share with mum/dad but they were busy sleeping in the living room in the afternoon heat
sigh
fuck, the muah chee can't fill up my stomach, gonna get something to eat
Sunday, January 22, 2006
02:35 p.m.
replaced
along with the passing of time, things will spoil, food will rot, pple will die...cycle of life, nothing much u can do about it
but the break down of my graphics card did inconvienced my life, make mi can't play my fav dota
rang up hum lun to get/kapo his idling graphics card tt's collecting dust
he was on the way to dinner out with SS, so sweet~
attempted to jio mi for dinner, dunno if its paiseh or wat
but i had my dinner liao, and waved gdbye to him
QN: wat happens when things spoil ?
Answer: you throw it away lo
no point keeping useless stuffs and make ur room so messy ma~
speaking of which, alot of my t-shirts are missing, dunno who eat them up!!!
weighed myself, 58kG~ woo hoo, after 1 week of training nia
mirror mirror on the wall, can u see it all ?
mum bought some bah kua~ weeee, but my tiger tooth made 1 tiny ulcer leh, dunno if i shd eat the bah kuas
boss pressured mi 2 go MOS just now, i said NO
wahhaha, learnt to say NO liao
must keep my finances in check...hehe
hope u guys enjoy~!
i'm sure its not as fun without mi, wahahhaha
Saturday, January 21, 2006
01:20 a.m.
gd riddance
went gym again last nite, with hahabear coz biao can't make it
forgot to bring towel and some gym guy asked mi to buy a towel for $5 bucks, in the end he just passed mi a towel and ask mi to return after use....lolx
ate a nice beef ball soup set at canteen 2, hahabear had his dinner waiting at home
on the 179 way home, saw a few familiar faces...those pple where u always see but dunno...=p
was surfing blogs when i came to =>http://littlecartnoodles.blogspot.com/2004_09_01_littlecartnoodles_archive.html
Today, I also deleted the 500 or so e-mails that I had exchanged with C since last October. After keeping her company and helping her to adjust to life in HK since she arrived for a consulting project, I had outlived my usefulness to her and have been discarded like a used tissue. She had found a group of fellow workout fanatics at her gym and has been spending virtually every bit of spare time with them. She has no time for me anymore, not even to write e-mail replies that are longer than two sentences to ask me how I am, or tell me how she is. Although we had not progressed beyond being friends, and regardless of whether she had found someone special at the gym, I am deeply disappointed by such a manipulative hypocrite.
To Hell with her. Her project ends in November and her attempts at finding a job here have been futile. Good riddance.
*nods* n mummers good riddance~
Friday, January 20, 2006
09:50 a.m.
NTRC
ok, i was exaggerating, but u get the point...
why do u have to TALK so bloody LOUD where the only way not to listen/eavesdrop on ur conversation is to cover my ears completely or kill u...i prefer the latter
this brings mi to the scene where i was almost killed by sonic waves in the lift when a couple of china-kias was engaging in harmless lift chatter at deafening levels
i tink i'm seriously allergic to noise, its like so irritating~
my sis/mum used to raise their voice while engaging in discussions...i ALWAYS shut the door when this happens, now i think they know they're talking too loudly when i shut the door...Hiaksz
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
05:17 p.m.
midweek
intially thought its caused by IRQ conflicts but later tot it to be due to my 4yr old graphics card
slept at 1am, woke up at 5.30, showered til 5.45, took bus 74 at 6.05,transferred to bus 174 at 7am, reached boon lay at 8, just in time for my class at 8.30
its cloudy's bday today~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!
feel so sleepy in iHub when mr biao is so hardworking doing tut 3...
i'll just take a small nap
kindly remind mi to buy chicken's IA logbook later
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
01:46 p.m.
monday
the bus ride is getting more enjoyable liao~ 174,74 is the way to go~
cut the 3hrs to ard 2hrs...
its chicken's 1st day at IA, hope he have a blessed day
he looked quite troubled lately
mum is increasing the amount of dinner she cooks...yay~!
sis packed sandwiches for everyone to bring to sch/work
Monday, January 16, 2006
12:07 p.m.
mis management of my finances brought about by last fiscal yr excessive spending is taking its toll on mi
went salsa as usual, i being a poor dancer was aimed by the teacher...so stress, 1hr seems so long
pin din come, bryan din come, only 3 guys and 7 gals
went lunch at usual dim sum place, ashley n bf was chatting abt pin/hazel r/s...
the topic spilled over to cheryl n bryan...which made the situation quite tense
went blading with mag/chicken...met feng n his roomie at ECP
was walking a long way to reach mac while searching for mag's blades when chicken spoke to mag in a slightly harsh tone, lolx...i guess she was shaken
nothing much to blog i guess, going to gym tml
was planning to go search for present today, but din manage to...mabbi i'll go tml
Sunday, January 15, 2006
07:12 p.m.
horse/grass
met up with cloudy for lunch~ but she din wanna eat =\
had a nice chat with her though =p
fluffy hair~
declined lunch with biao, but met him for some studying
too windy at the bench so we went lt28 to crash on others lecture
turned out to be astronomy class 8086
3 full hours lecture, kinda interesting but became boring past the 1st hr
went to join hahabear in his law lecture
went dinner with gery,biao at can A
had 2 plates of chicken rice, yucky...too much meat/rice and preservatives...no veg...imbalanced diet
yawnz, i could do better lo....lolx
went to see EEE's Dota competition at Ihub, was hoping to see pros in action
yawnz, i could do better lo....lolx
went to the new gym, pumped iron, feels good~
rushed to devils to meet boss,chicken and his sis
drank/ pocket bled, had fun~
boss say *gd horse dun eat return head grass*
i know ba, but i just can't do it
still kept the pic~
i just need more time ba
time to zzz, thks chicken~
i'll be fine de la~
no worries
its a reflection, not a need
mistakes i will learn from it, no longer shd i linger in my meaningless dream
though i dunno why its lidat, but i will accept its lidat
life still goes on
Thursday, January 12, 2006
04:07 a.m.
dota today ?
took a freaking shower and proceeded to catch my non-air-con bus74
would be going gym with biao today so i wore shorts and singlets inside my jeans and long sleeves
wahahah, i tink i'm so smart
finally found the shortest way to sch, which is bus 174
was browsing through chicken's blog and glad to see him jumping on to the bloggers bandwagon
was in class when my mind wondered to....DOTA
just rmb today got dota in ihub
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
10:27 a.m.
Sorry For Any Inconvenience caused
had jen guru analyse my situation and was dispensed with advices like
whats yours is yours
you learn from experience
i foresee i would be quite unstable in the following weeks to come, kindly bear with mi
Sorry For Any Inconvenience caused
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
05:10 p.m.
shining force
played shinobi,golden axe, shining force2~!
shining force was one of my fav sega games last time, when i played it again...something was lacking
it din seem that fun anymore
i guess that's the fact of life, that i have to get used to and learn
had a morning sms, but that din lift my spirits
morning sms again, arghz
yay, cloudy is online =p
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
11:48 a.m.
hari eve
ahhhh, it turned out to be cloudy's fyp mate...sigh, wat a disappointment
did some studying in library with biao, wanted to go gym at 9pm
but the canoeing team is still using it~! arghz, we could have went to the new gym but i din bring shorts, instead i brought singlet...wtf
was changing bus home when i happily jumped onto a bus 88 that went in the wrong direction
how nice~ =\
anyways, cloudy sent mi a nice song...which became the blog music now...take a listen~
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
10:24 a.m.
15mins to tut
wat a funny guy, as wat weipin says... u dunno u're damn humorous =p
its a form of reflection, not a form of need=> loosely translated from a wise man's words
i shd keep the above phrase in mind
going for 2tuts + 2 lectures then followed by gym
then on bus home do jap dictation if i can't sleep
at home tidy up the tuts copied in class today
grab some milk, play some sega...i'm thinking abt dyna bros now...so fun~
i hope my iTunes can last mi til i reach home
Monday, January 9, 2006
02:13 p.m.
rain n more rain
had salsa as usual, was'nt really looking forward to it though
boring at the start, but things picked up along the way
hazel wasn't feeling well, weipin ===> very ladies man, i secretly smiled at the way he carried hazel's hand carry bag
envious ? or do i see the reflection of myself in him ?
chicken went to do ear piercing, i dunno wat got into him, just hope he'll be fine...i'm just a ring away, if u need someone to tok to
armed with just 14 bucks, i went to sundae at mac, had a subway and movie~
steady right~
btw, family stone is a nice show, i strongly recommend it
went to town to jalan jalan, wanted to call her along but din dare to =(
raining cats and dogs, chicken offered her umbrella, she wanted to use her own puny umbrella
sometimes, being too nice have its negative effects too
i still rmb the time when she said : u're being too nice to mi...
i know i shd be myself when i'm ard her, but saying is easier than done
just look at chicken~ lolx, he's all jittery ard her
kinda cute if u ask mi...=p
ya man. ha ha anyway thanks for the morning sms, even my bf also dun sms good morning! ha ha
how shd i react to this ? i'm so confusedddddddd =\
Monday, January 9, 2006
09:12 a.m.
woke up early this morning to be greeted by her gd morning...so nice =p
i'm not imagining things, last nite my mum asked mi to go find a gf while i was watching tv
guess she's anxious liao, wahahaha...she used to drop hints, but this time round she blurted it outright
u tink find gf like buy veg ah~
last time u say schooling better dun go into r/s
now u say go find
hmmmm, wat shd i get leh ?
i dun like big leafy vegs, i prefer small-mid size de
i prefer sporty ones too, ones that dun tok excessively
aiya, must have that....CHEMISTRY one la
TO: the one
is it ok if u wait for mi for another 6 more mths before i grad ?
Regards, little squirrel
Sunday, January 8, 2006
09:56 a.m.
wlny
got a msg from doll...wat a wierd nick
went to collect cd from fren in the rain
there is no such thing as bad weather, only weak mind
would be going gym on monday with my fyp partner...weeeeeeeee
i got too much teeth le...grown 1 new tooth that's squeezing the rest
knn, slanted not nice le...shd i go to the dentist? fuckz
waste of money again =[
Sunday, January 8, 2006
12:14 a.m.
Saturday, January 7, 2006
12:49 a.m.
gym
was in flip flops, so had to borrow shoes from elvin, my dear elf...so long nv see him le
feng taught mi the basic to becoming him, he got a nice back...mel i tink you would like it alot, i saw him in LT based on his back....inspiring~
saw cloudy in sch today...so nice~ i love sch =p
took a 3 hr bus ride to sch...freaking long lo....sigh
Things to buy: running shoes
i would be saving my drinks money for it...
i can do it~!
DO OR DO NOT, THERE IS NO TRY~
Friday, January 6, 2006
01:25 a.m.
sick
1st tutorial of the week, kinda disappointed my tutor wasn't a japanese but a chinese
took 151 then change 174 to boon lay interchange from home
took 157 then 153 back home
take a longer time, but kinda nice for a change
i'm sick, sorethroat and all...going to rest early
Tuesday, January 3, 2006
06:07 p.m.
new sem
mismanaged my finances last year, i hope i will fare better in this coming fiscal year...hehe
would be taking buses to sch instead of NEL for a change, you might see mi on 74,151,154,174,199 ~!!!
went jalan jalan with chicken last nite, thks for the free meal~!
saw icecream gal peishi at taka, saw liyi with her 1head taller bf, saw gekwee with FIR apple
was chatting late last nite with yt, she has the YE-XU song that i'm searching for ages~!!!
perhaps someday jio her out eat or something =]
DO or DO NOT, there is no try....quote from Yoda
Monday, January 2, 2006
11:40 a.m.